MORANO, jasey-rae elizabeth

[steph]

jasey-rae elizabeth morano

character basics
WELCOME TO YOUR LIFE, THERE'S NO TURNING BACK. EVEN WHILE
YOU SLEEP, WE WILL FIND YOU ACTING ON YOUR BEST BEHAVIOR

FULL NAME , jasey-rae elizabeth morano
NICKNAMES , jasey
AGE , nineteen
BIRTHDAY , december twenty-fourth
SEXUALITY , straight
GRADE , none
OCCUPATION , freelance musician
MEMBER GROUP , tourist

character details
TURN YOUR BACK ON MOTHER NATURE, EVERYBODY WANTS TO RULE THE WORLD
IT'S MY OWN DESIGN, IT'S MY OWN REMORSE, HELP ME TO DECIDE.

HEIGHT , five foot five
EYE COLOR , brown
HAIR COLOR , black
PLAY-BY , demi lovato

LIKES , david, alcohol, drugs, partying, music, writing, dancing, sex, making out, being high, losing herself, darkness, night time, rain, forests, lakes, playing shows, speed balling, traveling, being next to david, how he smells and tastes
DISLIKES , talking about her past, having an episode, being alone, hospitals, doctors, being pinned, panic attacks, guns, relationships, life, eating, thunder, nightmares, being sober, emotions, being too close, loud noises, sleep
FEARS , ending up like her mother, being alone, thunder storms, being trapped, being sent to a mental ward, guns, david leaving her behind, holding david back, being sober too long, reliving the past, dealing with her emotions, being fat, when the party ends, sleeping, the numb emotions wearing off
DREAMS , waking up as another person, allowing herself to love and be loved without conviction and fear, living in the forest as a hippie forever and escaping
SECRETS , fears life and all the emotions that come with it, fears being alone but cant bare to hold someone back, is madly and hopelessly in love with david
HABITS/QUIRKS , dismissing emotion, playing with her hair, biting her lip, playing with hands, going to a closet during an episode, blowing up at little things but david makes her laugh, denying truth, holding back positive emotions for negative ones instead, pushing people away, keeping thoughts to herself
OVERALL PERSONALITY , bipolar type two, manic depressant, broken, sarcastic, facade, hiding, scared, hard, fiesty, sexual, joking, musical, slightly manipulative, addicted, street smart, hopeless, realistic, creative, hippie, analytical, secretly loving, loyal, faithful, reliable, outgoing, partier, lonely.

character history
HELP ME MAKE THE MOST OF FREEDOM AND OF PLEASURE. NOTHING
EVER LASTS FOREVER. EVERYBODY WANTS TO RULE THE WORLD.

MOTHER , felicia elizabeth morano, 35, deceased
FATHER , anthony giovanni morano, 42, doctor
SIBLINGS , none
PETS , none
OTHER IMPORTANT FIGURES, david benjamin rice, best friend
HOMETOWN , jersey city, new jersey

OVERALL , her life started out just as a majority of people's lives start out. she began with being born to a married couple, a mother and a father, and infancy began. her mother and father were a very happy couple, or as happy as they could be, given her mother's condition. her mother has a severe form of type two bipolar disorder, and an even more extreme case of manic depression that never seemed to cease longer than it stayed. her father was a doctor though, and despite the troubles, he loved his wife more than anything in the whole world. jasey loved her mother too, despite the constant horrible remarks that were made her way, and the abuse. she understood how sick her mother was, her father let her know that, and she treated her mother with as much compassion as she could muster for many years.

as jasey got older though, her own problems began to become apparent. she was just like her mother, though on a slightly better level. the two fought constantly though, despite the fact of her father interfearing and trying to play peace keeper. they were just too alike and too many things set them off. jasey began staying out late with her friends and going to small time parties, experimenting with drugs, drinking a little. she was onle eleven years old at the time, but she presented herself as so much older. her father suspected it, but her mothers condition was worsening, and he didnt dare upset her more. no matter how bad it go though, no one ever suspected what would come next.

jasey came home one day from a friends house, needing to grab a change of clothing. her father was at the hospital, working as always, and she figured her mother was gone as well. that quickly changed when she heard a gunshot that rang through the house. jasey went running down the hall and threw the door open to her mother's room to find a gorey scene that would have come out of the worst of horror movies. there, infront of her, her mother's body was slumped against the headboard, decapitated, brain matter and blood hanging from the ceiling and walls. she shut down then and there, sobbing out and slowly sinking to her knees, dialing 911 and setting the phone aside. she couldnt even speak to the medics or the operator. she just sat there and stared at the scene in the doorway, looking so tiny and fragile. it was a couple days after christmas when it happened, a few after her thirteenth birthday, and cause the girl to despise that holiday, and any for that matter.

everything just spiraled out of control after that. she couldnt stop the nightmares from coming and keeping her wake at night, terrible images of her mother and the fact it was all her fault that she died. she tried to make herself forget, to numb herself. her father was gone all the time, working as many hours as possible at the hospital, forgetting about jasey. she began going to more concerts, hanging out at parties, doing drugs and drinking more. she began to blur the days together and nothing really mattered to her. the episodes came frequently and she thought of suicide on more accounts than she can remember, even attempted it, and didnt see anything good about life anymore. the only thing that made her feel good was being high and drunk out of her mind. everyone adored he rthat way though. she was the life of the party and possibly the easiest girl in jersey.

the girl found an escape in music though, more and more. she began playing guitar and piano, and pretty much anything she could get her hands on, and going to concerts as often as she could sneak in, due ot lack of money. it wasnt hard, really. she knew how to use her looks. she began meeting musicians and getting in good with them, and she just clicked with a boy named david rice. he soon became her very best friend and eveything revolved around them being together. they kissed, made out, fucked, loved, wrote songs about each other, hung out, traveled, and did anything and everything together. she quickly fell in love with him, and she even more quickly denied it to herself.

despite wanting to be with david deep down, she knew shed never be with him in that way. she didnt dare hurt him, or tie him down, so she keeps her feelings about him to herself. the two of them wound up in the hamptons, and havent left ever since. shes now nineteen, and her mental condition has worsened some. though david sticks around for it, and deals with it, she still has many thoughts about running away and leaving him alone so he could get on with his life. now, if only she had the courage to do it..

hello, my name is steph. i am nineteen years young and i consider myself an advanced roleplayer. i found this site through kiwi. so, here's an example of my average post:

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