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Post by harlow lorraine golightly on Feb 13, 2011 21:16:29 GMT -5
i believe my restaurant will be open soon. thank the lord. the whole planning part is not fun.
tagged, open
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Post by SELENA IANTHE KOZMA on Feb 13, 2011 21:29:47 GMT -5
harlow, we need to talk.
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Post by harlow lorraine golightly on Feb 13, 2011 21:31:17 GMT -5
why? so you can tell me that i'm boring and no fun anymore?
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Post by SELENA IANTHE KOZMA on Feb 13, 2011 21:35:18 GMT -5
oh come on, you know i didn't mean it.
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Post by harlow lorraine golightly on Feb 13, 2011 21:38:29 GMT -5
no, you did. if you didn't mean it, it would've been a one time thing, but this has happened before lena. anytime i do anything that's good for me you somehow find a way to make it bad by telling me that i'll be boring or something along those lines. you're supposed to be the one who's there and happy for me.
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Post by SELENA IANTHE KOZMA on Feb 13, 2011 21:55:35 GMT -5
harlow, i am happy for you. i feel like i was misinterpreted and you're not allowing me to explain myself. a joke is a joke, you didn't have to take it so seriously, and by calling me drug addict scum i think you overreacted jusssssst a little. no?
besides that, it's not like your life is a shithole now, or has ever been, so there's nothing really to be worried about. so you don't want to drop acid, so what? i tease, i kid, i still love you though, and i'm still sorry if i offended you.
i can quit any time i want. i just don't want to. it makes me feel whole, like there's nothing wrong or missing.
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Post by harlow lorraine golightly on Feb 13, 2011 22:21:49 GMT -5
well, i'm sorry for what i said. i didn't mean it as harshly as i said it. i just.. i was sick of you.. and atticus. you two are always sitting around getting high and then you bash me for actually doing something. you know? i was just pissed off and it came out. i didn't mean it like that. it was just bad timing. really, everyone was being assholes to me all at once... i was just mad because it felt like every single one of my best friends could care less about how i felt. you know? everyone was too busy bashing my lifestyle to care that for once i'm not stuck in this sinkhole depression. for once i'm not stuck partying all the time just to make myself feel better. i thought you guys would understand the most. so, i didn't mean the things i said, but that doesn't make what you said okay, either.
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Post by SELENA IANTHE KOZMA on Feb 13, 2011 22:29:18 GMT -5
yeah yeah yeah. i know. and i know that i have trouble letting people in, too, which is probably why i didn't apologize sooner. i don't have anyone, harlow. i really don't. i know that. but i'm very, very happy that you have someone who loves you and wants to be with you and i'm happy you're not depressed. and i'm sorry for offending you, because i didn't mean it.
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Post by harlow lorraine golightly on Feb 13, 2011 22:31:43 GMT -5
i know. i have the same problem. lena, let's just be friends again. end this feud. i'll accept whatever it is that you do, so long as you accept everything that i do. unconditionally. okay? i need my best friend back.
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Post by SELENA IANTHE KOZMA on Feb 13, 2011 22:45:46 GMT -5
now that that's over, i talked to zane, and he actually has a date. with a girl....
something that has a vagina is going within ten feet of him.
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Post by harlow lorraine golightly on Feb 13, 2011 22:47:52 GMT -5
a real date? i always was under the impression that he was gay... are you sure it's not just a cover up?
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Post by SELENA IANTHE KOZMA on Feb 13, 2011 23:06:39 GMT -5
i think he's gay out of convenience.
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Post by harlow lorraine golightly on Feb 13, 2011 23:08:19 GMT -5
hmm.. that could be true. so what've you been up to?
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Post by SELENA IANTHE KOZMA on Feb 13, 2011 23:17:34 GMT -5
i got a job at hector's firm, and i'm considering whether or not i want to go to the rehab here. i don't really want to give that part of me up, cause nothing's left then, you know? i don't even remember me before this shit happened ahah xD what about you, opening a restaurant and shit?
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Post by harlow lorraine golightly on Feb 13, 2011 23:20:47 GMT -5
you got a job with hector? that's really great, lena c: honestly, i think you should. i know it's not something you wanna give up but it's good for you. if it helps, i've been seeing a therapist. you know, if i can do it, you can. and yeah.. i finally finished all the plans for the restaurant. it should be opening next week, actually.
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